So I previously described how I started in domestic discipline.
(You can find this article here ,click here).
As I said, my husband was really supportive of me (and we had some great sex this evening =) ), but we hadn’t done any actual spanking yet. So just 2 days later, I reallyyyy wanted to have it … (he wasn’t there this day, so I masturbated at first ..). When he came back this evening, I took all my courage together and said:
„I crashed some plates- I think you need to spank me as a punishment.“
Obviously I had crashed the plates voluntarily before to give him a reason. And then he literally destroyed me in one sentence:
„I’m not going to spank you.“
My world fell literally together. I wanted him to spank me so badly! How could he refuse this to me! We got into a really heated discussion, and he gave me two reasons not to spank me.
1. He said he is not a violent man and he fears hitting me too hard.
2. He said that he thinks that is what I want, so he doesn’t see spanking as punishment.
Then he went on about his ideas about punishment. For example, his idea was that I cannot go shopping for a week and that he’ll take the credit cards, and that he would just leave 100$ to get groceries.
I was literally on fire. First I thought, maybe this isn’t too bad, but then I wanted my spanking so badly- and he didn’t gave it to me! How dare he refuse to do it! And how can he come up with such ridicilous ideas like taking the credit cards! I couldn’t breathe anymore, I needed to get outside. I stormed out of the door and came back an hour later.
And when I came back, he was sitting in his chair and a beer in his hand. He didn’t say a word when I approached him.
„I’m sorry“ I said.
He just stood up and said:
„You have been out of line.“
I started getting all kinds of feelings. Maybe he was going to do it.
And then he did it.
He gently took my hand and led me to the table.
I just complied mutely, my hands on the table. IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN! The feelings going through my body were unbelievable. He lifted my skirt and then he began: He hit me with this bare hands. It wasn’t hard at all!
The next one hit me stronger, but still not enough.
It continued for a minute or so, maybe 10 strokes. It felt like a dream, I didn’t think of anything. It happened.
The dream stopped, when he said
„I think that’s it“
I turned around and gazed in his eyes. He was hotter than ever. My husband, the man. I felt soon turned on right now. I barely could think. I only wanted him inside me.
I jumped on him and almost made it to the bedroom. I was out of control… he pulled my hair and slapped me more. Then he told me to
I enthusiastically started. In the bed, he continued to take me. I started mouthing “no no no”; and he immediately stopped. I told him
„No, don’t stop“…
Saying “no” doesn’t really mean that I actually meant it like that. I didn’t fight him or wanted to get him off me; instead I totally submitted to his actions. I told him
„Don’t believe what I say… just do it“
That night, I had the best orgasms of my life … and it was a series of them. The sheets were soaked after two hours :))
Since this day, Mark has complete freedom in dominating me at his will. Although it still took some time to make things work properly, we successfully introduced domestic discipline in our lives. I had no idea how great things would be in the near future.
If you have any thoughts, write me a comment and I’ll get back at you!
Also, since you already are here 🙂 I put a very comprehensive How-To together, for all the people out there who want to get in domestic discipline…
There are chapters on the lifestyle and introducing it, living life in the lifestyle, a detailed description of tools, and much more… Each chapter contains valuable tips and habits that you can apply to your life. I wrote this book because there are no such books out there (!), and … we have developed our relationship with Domestic Discipline so far, that I now consider myself as an expert 🙂
… write me you like it !