Loveletter to my husband, who spanks me hard

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You plunge into me; cleaving me, filling me, taking me. Your hands cruelly squeeze and crush the raw flesh of my buttocks. Your hips pummel and thrust up into me. Urgency and panic take me. Agony takes me. Ecstasy melds … Continue reading

I was in tears before I even lay down across his lap

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Now and then my husband blows me away by how well he knows me… and how he can just reach down and pull out the answer to the impossible. This could easily have shaped up to be one of the … Continue reading

Why submission is good for women!

Submission, self actualization and related radical ideas… This started as a comment in answer to a great post on Amber made on her blog. My answer got truncated… something I never knew happened… in the haloscan comments… but I guess … Continue reading

How I prepare to get spanked

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Read the first part here, please …. But lately, infrequent though my real crimes are, they’ve been repeats of some really futile, pointless, upsets…. I don’t know why the same meaningless stuff keeps invading my mind and taking it over … Continue reading

Story: Cane play – part 1: Why I love the cane

“Come here to me.” It was a command, and it reached deep into Marissa taking hold of her will. “No,” she answered, closing her eyes, waiting. “It will go harder for you?” Carl’s voice was cool, full of icy promise … Continue reading