No, not Mark. I don’t really like the connotation of the word in a D/s relationship, as applied to me, but that is an entirely different post.
The real son of a bitch is blogging.
Now, there’s a lot about blogging I enjoy. I like to write, and I think I’m this side of decent when it comes to stringing together totally amazing sentences and wowing you with my mad writing skillz. Yo. Or not. But you get my point.
I like that my thoughts are organized and out of my head, where they belong, instead of plaguing me and distracting me from more important things, like watching NCIS marathons on USA and eating klondike bars like it’s my job. (Because I currently do not have one.)
I like that I have an audience, even though I only have one in the abstract. The stats tell me I do, but I get nearly zero feedback whatsoever. And it makes a girl wonder if she should just shut the fuck up. But no one is throwing tomatoes just yet, so I’ll keep on keeping on.
What I don’t like is that in order to blog successfully, I have to be consistent and publish often.
Some days, the last thing I want to do is blog. Whether it’s because I have precious little to say, or because, miraculously, life is going on, I just don’t wanna! And that’s when the readership drops.
Now, I know that it shouldn’t matter. That there’s some sort of supposed nobility in writing as craft and not as OMG LOOK AT ME AND HOW CLEVER I AM, but it does matter. I don’t like writing into the abyss and the abyss not writing back.
So, comment, godsdammit!
Also, since you already are here 🙂 I put a very comprehensive How-To together, for all the people out there who want to get in domestic discipline…
There are chapters on the lifestyle and introducing it, living life in the lifestyle, a detailed description of tools, and much more… Each chapter contains valuable tips and habits that you can apply to your life. I wrote this book because there are no such books out there (!), and … we have developed our relationship with Domestic Discipline so far, that I now consider myself as an expert 🙂
… write me you like it !